I'm bored

[Senkusha]

Yeah, thank you. I know of plenty of sites that are "graveyards" I can point you to a few of them if you'd like to see the difference...

 

[Sari]

You know, I kinda like this!

Lyrics are always fun to read.:

Band: Gorillaz (somebody shoot me, PLEAZ)
Album: Demon Days
Song: Every Planet We Reach Is Dead

I lost my leg like I lost my way
So no loose sounds
Nothing to see me down
How are we going to work this out?

Dreams aren't bad, I had turned back
I love the gun
But God only knows it's
Getting hard to see the sun coming through
I love you...
But what are we going to do?

Picture on the dreamer
I'll take you deeper
Down to the sleepy glow
Time is a low..
Don't you know?
What are we going to do?

When you go back
All the second selfless days
You're in love with him
I want to see you again
I love you...
But what are we going to do?

 

[Shidasko]

If EK doesn't own your characters, then why did you you tell me in the past repeately, that you had given up completely up on the RPG and handed them over to EK, cus you said thaty ou couldnt' keep track of them as School was starting, your forums were going (btw, good secret to bring fans to your forum is to offer something that they can't really get anywhere else) and other things... I wasn't say that you are a liar, I'm just stating whaty out old me. I don't care if you take em back or not, thats something you had to deal with EK. cus she might have changed what you wanted to do with your characters now.. Since a lot of material has been covered...


and people keep POSTING!!!

while some people can't get a free chance, work + school = No free time... sniff sniff

I need to get a chance to write to the rpg... but I can't.. i wokr every weekend and I'm in cschool 75% of the day.. friday is my only free day.. hopefully I can get started on something..

 

[Senkusha]

I've specifcally slowed down my post rate in the RPG just becuase a lot of you don't have the luxury to work on RPG posts while at work (like I do), and I'll continue to post on a basis of not more than once a week (for now once every other week) until everybody is caught up)....boy that hurts...the itching .... it won't stop!!

 

[Shidasko]

Thanks Kusha, I appreciate the consideration that you have given to us the players taht are very behind.. I don't want to hhinder and prevent the RPG from continually like I did back in december.. But I'm here to stay and need to get stuff down.. But like i said.. I'm trying to manage some time for me to do this stuff.. if cleaning Poo off the walls will remain to a minimumal.. and especially school!! i need to stop falling asleep in classes.. It's driving me NUTS!!! >.< I could barely maintain consciousness in my english class.. I was like bopping up and down attempting to stay awake.. but I was soo tired from work last night.. Shesh... and it didn't help that I didn't read the stories and crap..

 

[BSEK]

Well.....

I feel very sorry for you Shido..... But......eeep........ Me and some other freshmen are maybe going to be beat up.... At the end of the day, Today.... before the bell would go off... People that work at the school would talk to Students and teachers... They said some breaking news.... "If any sings do any thing to the Freshmen by beating up the Freshmen, You will be sent to Top (ALC) or something like that

........

I just want a peaceful year without being beat up on

BSEK starts crying And I can not stop thinking about it.....

 

[Shidasko]

sounds likey ou need protection, take a wooden ruler with you and use it as a self defense weapon.. or better yet.. a pen or a pencil is great.. it can puncture the skin quite easily especially if it is a sharpened wooden.. omg.. those things hurt...

 

[BSEK]

Yes, I have made it... My frist Friday that I have not bin found out about me being a freshmen WooT! But I have I long way to go being they found out that I'm a freshman

....... And Shido.......... I can not hurt any one at school... But I'm going to keep my grand up when I'm at lunch hint hint Freshmen Friday started at lunch today hint hint And I was there when it happened too... I was on the other side of the room eating my lunch/ talking to my new friend when it happened.

 

[Shidasko]

no idea what is giong on but sure?

 

[BSEK]

...........twitch twitch .... Shido do I had to hit you over the head or something

? sigh Forget it.... nevermind.....

keep on posting people.

 

[Shidasko]

lol sure besk.. you just try and see what happens...
You might be able to chase me, but I can hide!! Hehh

runs off intot he far distance

 

[BSEK]

......... But I.....


BSEK just stands there

When you say try and see what happens... And when I try so hard to just to be like other people.. It hurt to remember of the painful memories... That try to kill me inside.. just by remembering those memories.. And to be treated like you do not belong here... I'm at the point that I can not do any thing any more... When I look back at my past it eats me alive... Because I was a normal nine a half year old girl... But thats when everything change forever.... To see my own mother every signal day watching my mother little by little lossing the fight to stay alive... But fight to stay alive my mother body was giving up the fight to live alive... Every night praying for my mom... to fight off the sun cancers...But the night of July 21, 2000.... Was going to be the last time that I was going to hear and see my mom alive.... I hug mom and kiss her on the forthead and told my mom to get better... And my mom said she would get better soon... The next morning I wake up, walk out of the hallway and opened my eyes to see my not in her bed anymore... So I went where my aunt was at and said "Where is my mom?" my aunt says nothing.. So I go into my Mom & Dad's room and said "Where is Mom? Dad! and my dad said "she no long here on earth, She in a better place now..." And once I hear that from my our dad.. I start to fell part.. And having the happy memories of my mother were getting remember from my head... And have Images going the my head trying to help my mom come back to me .... But it did not work..... Every thing I remember was gone just like my happy memories and my ture feelings that have bin locked away ever since the day she dead.... My mom was a great friend to me and a mom... My whole world was turn up side down .... and one year later just to more pain .. I lost my best friend .... and after that we more down here to VA ..... where thigns were going to get worst.... I started to get bully at school and on the bus..... And you guys know the rest of the story...

 

[1billy]

MORE SINGING I SAY

Artist: Relient K
Album: The Anatomy Of The Tongue In Cheek
Song: Less Is More

Jesus, I pray, take all my mistakes.
Throw them away.
Destroy them for my sake.
Jesus, I call out 'cause I'm sorry.
Because I fall so short of your glory.
To the best of my ability,
I'm practicing humility,
and I lay myself before 'cause less is more.
All that I have I lay before,
with my pride on the floor.
'Cause to you less is more.
I pour out myself, all that I am.
You love me so much that you fill me again.
And may these words,
on my heart, on my lips,
somehow mean so much more than this.
Jesus, I pray, know what I'm trying to say.
I pour out myself, before you, oh Lord.
I hold nothing back, 'cause to you less is more.
And may these words,
on my heart, on my lips,
somehow mean so much more than this.
Jesus, I pray, know what I'm trying to say.
Jesus, I plead, please purify me.
Make my heart clean, drench me with your mercy.
Jesus, I pray, I love you, I need you.
For the rest of my days,
I swear I will seek you.
To the best of my ability.
I'm practicing humility,
and I lay myself before,
cause less is more.


i love that song

 

[BSEK]

raises Eyebrow Hmmmmm..... What are you trying to doing 1billy?

 

[Shidasko]

sigh

chill out and think only of the future... odnt' dwell on the past... otherwise you'll be living only in the past and be never to let go...i don't hink your mom would want to hold onto that.. and always be sad and depressed at every thought of her.. she would want you to be happy and continuing with your life... it's okay.. no one where is trying to shug you or anything. Just relax, you are among friends.

 

[BSEK]

Relax? What's that

 

[Shidasko]

it where you lay down on a bed and smush your face into a pillow until you fall asleep... or that it's comfortable and you odn't die of suffoication...

 

[James]

I have been having problems sleeping.

 

[Shidasko]

chug some nyquil.....

 

[Sari]

Just don't OD.

I don't really have problems sleeping. Last time I did, I stayed up and watched Cowboy Bebop the Movie.